Mexican White Boy part 3

At the end of fifth grade, everyone was invited to an end of the year pool party at a "popular" girls house. Every popular kid was there, but I was all alone. I never had any problems with those kids, they liked me I guess. But I wasn't friends with them enough to be at all comfortable around them. My real friends said they were going to go, so I didn't feel as scared anymore. But when they didn't show up, I just wanted to go home. Of course my mom was at work so she couldn't get me. So I sat by the pool with tears in my eyes not saying anything. While I watched the popular kids play around, throw eachother in the pool, and have the best time of their lives. Everyonce in a while one of the nice girls would ask me if I wanted to come in, but I still felt so intimidated by all of the other girls and boys who had been bestfriends for years and were all comfortable with eachother. I've never felt so out of my element. I just didn't fit in.